You
can’t be the most humble person in the world
You
are just as unique as anyone else.
There
is more to life than having everything.
Trying
to be happy while staying selfish is like sunbathing in a submarine.
To be
determined, only when you feel like it, is like jogging for one second or like
fasting between bites.
And,
If
you don’t smile, you are not serious.
Chapter 1
My Story
This is the story of how I came to meet the master of
Tao and Zen, Li Yin whose teachings and presence have been a source of light
and inspiration and have changed my life completely. I hope that you will also
find enlightenment from his teachings. I am very grateful for the time he
dedicated to me.
I was traveling on business in Asia and decided to
take a small vacation in China. I took the train from central Hong Kong to Guang
Zho and from there I traveled by local bus to Nang-yuan. Local buses in China
are a very special and colorful way to travel especially to someone who comes
from the West. My feet did not touch the floor of the bus directly because it
was covered with rice sacks, goods and even a heavy motorcycle. Being a night journey, the bus had bunk beds
and I chose to sleep on an upper bunk.
In the morning I woke up to see a beautiful landscape,
one that I had previously only seen in pictures. The land was completely flat
and ran to the horizon, which was full of narrow and tall green mountains that
reached up into the sky. They looked as
though they had been thrown straight from the sky because they appeared
unconnected to the surrounding land.
On arrival at my hotel, I rested briefly and then
rented a bicycle and started to ride along the outskirts of Nang-Yuan. It was
splendid to ride among the rivers, mountains and trees. Local villagers greeted
me with smiles while they worked among the rice fields. I came to a high
mountain called Moon Hill, got off my bike and slowly walked up. When I got to
the top I was speechless. I had never seen such a vast landscape and the sun
had painted the rivers golden.
That’s when I saw Li Yin.
He was sitting cross-legged, absolutely still. He had
a long, thin, sharp white beard, Chinese style.
He sat with a soft dignity; his back was upright and his hands gently
rested on his lap. His face was so serene that I felt he would melt away at any
moment.
I guess I, like many others, had been looking for a
wise old man to sort out my life and provide magical wisdom to eternal
happiness. So, imitating his posture, I sat down quietly next to him so as not
to disturb him. I felt so calmed by his presence. For a long time I had been
dissatisfied with my life. Even though I
had everything that money could buy, I wasn’t at peace and there was this
constant inner tension eating away at me.
Sitting there next to him, I felt peaceful for the
first time in years.
I was startled when he spoke;
“I have been waiting to meet you for a long time. I
know you are looking for the great answer.
Come to meet me here tomorrow at the same time”.
Before I had a chance to respond, he started to walk
away, down the mountain. In his serene
presence I felt something so strong and special that I decided to return the
next day.
When I reached the top of the mountain the next day
all I found was a note that said, “ I couldn’t be here today, come tomorrow”.
When I came the next day I found a similar note. I had heard stories about
spiritual masters that tested their students to see if they were totally
sincere. Keeping this in mind, I kept returning until finally on the fifth day
I saw him sitting, as I first saw him, on the top of Moon Hill. I sat next to
him.
He was silent for a while and then began to speak;
“My name is Li Yin I will teach you about the Great
Way which is also called the Tao.
Let’s say I haven’t tasted a sweet thing in my life.
Can you explain to me what sweet is?”
After a few moments of confusion the only words that
came to my mind were wonderful and pleasant so that is what I said to him.
“There are many things which are wonderful and
pleasant” he replied.
Feeling lost I asked him if he would be able to
explain to me what sweet is.
“Yes” he replied as he slowly opened his bag, took out
a banana and handed it to me.
We both laughed and as I ate the banana he said, “Some
things are beyond words. The Great Way of the Tao is one of them. The feeling
of parachuting cannot be explained, it needs to be experienced, to be lived.
What I will give you is like a map, but you have to walk the Way by yourself to
experience the Great Way, the Tao.”
And so Li Yin began to teach me the Great Way, the
Tao.
The
food that is named is not the real food.
What’s
the point in eating the recipe?
Even
if we eat the menu we will starve.
The
nameless is truly real.
Bite
a banana and not the word “banana” on a page.
If
you smell the word “rose”,
You
will see that it has no smell.
If
you give to your wife
The
word “flower” on her birthday,
The
divorce is guaranteed.
Excessive
desires are like sunglasses,
At
the end they cause everything to look dark.
Throw
away the glasses
And
see the mystery of the real world.
Illusion
and truth are rooted
In
the same source, the Tao.
If we
pass the truth through a filter
It
will get distorted;
It
will become illusion.
Cut
all the veils between
You
and the Tao.
This
is the gate to every
Insight.
Chapter 2
Go Beyond the Opposites
“There is more to life than having everything. There
is more to life than our limited vision shows us. In the words of the Little
Prince “What is essential is invisible to the eye”[1]. The more we are obsessed with success the
more we are vulnerable to failure. The person that obsessively wants honor shakes
when condemned” Yi Lin explained.
Where
there is gain there is loss.
Where
there is praise there is blame.
Where
there is pleasure there is pain.
We
come from nothingness
And
we return to nothingness.
Go
beyond the opposites.
The
real pleasure is in the place
Which
is beyond pleasure and pain.
When
gain and loss is no longer important,
One
finds the real gain and loses mental suffering,
Then
one forgets the “I”, “me”, “mine” forever.
The
wise are attentive to the present moment.
Like
a jazz musician,
The
wise do not need to plan lectures.
His
wisdom improvisation is much more beautiful and true than any composed wisdom
melody.
The
face of the wise radiates truth all the time.
To
see that truth is better
Than
to hear a thousand lectures.
The
wise are not possessive
About
the things he uses.
The
wise always acts in the present moment,
So
how can he expect anything?
The
wise lives in the eternal present;
He is
forever now.
Chapter 3
You Have Wings of Mighty Eagles
One day I found myself feeling depressed and confused.
As a businessman I was not used to staying in a one place for more than two
weeks at a time and now I was suddenly a student of inner wisdom. I was not
used to the silence of simplicity and nature. My girlfriend back home wanted me
closer to her and not on a spiritual retreat in China. She didn’t understand
the change I was going through and thought it very unexpected.
I explained to her that it was not unexpected but
something that I had needed for a long time. I told her that I couldn’t continue
on with my mind and heart tormented all the time and urged her to be patient
with me as it was best for the both of us if I were, on my return, a more happy
and relaxed person and that I was lucky to have found such a great teacher.
On my next meeting with Li Yin he sensed the confusion
in my mind I told him about my conversation with my girlfriend.
He responded by saying “Rise up, rise up. You have an
enormous power. You have wings, wings of mighty eagles. Don’t deny them lest
they deny you. Ask for them and you will find them immediately.”
If we
over appreciate wise men then people will start to think
Of
themselves as unwise and the Tao far away.
If
everyday we see TV advertisements,
We
start to think that without the new car,
Cereal, Nike, Sony Playstation, Coca
Cola,
CD Player, Pizza Hut and fast Internet,
Our
life is meager and in great suffering.
The
Master empties the seekers of their ignorance,
Then
wisdom comes automatically.
He
helps them understand
The
difference between
Desire,
want and essential need.
The
Master helps weaken
Disturbing
desires and
Automatically
feelings of lack disappear.
When
we want less, we lack less.
When
one is like a butterfly,
One
can see that the whole world
Is
full with flowers and honeydew, free of
charge.
Does
a butterfly think?
Like
the moon and the planets
That
get their light from the sun
We
all get our light from
The
same source,
The
Tao.
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